Zack, Coffee & Tattoo addict. Word vomit. Disney. Adventures. Sleeping.
I’m kind of having a hard night. Im really struggling with trying not to compare myself/life to others right now. I’m trying to make and hit goals but it’s not working. And I just can’t stop comparing where I should be in life like others then where I actually am.
So instead of visiting Trish in Gr, MI today we ended up being there all day. She has been there for a week and didn’t unpack stuff. Today we moved furniture and dad cut the bottom of a bookshelf so it would fit with the ceilings. After we did that we were taking her mattress shopping. Praise Jesus she got a steal at the first place. She looked around last weekend I guess. Anywho I was suppose to go to Zack’s after (Sunday is our days) so now I’ll rush over when I get home and it’s currently 8:20pm. We then grabbed Starbucks…my drink sucked but I wanted to go home so I didn’t say anything as mom and Heather were crabby. Instead of going home we grabbed crispy cremes and then grabbed dinner in GR after saying I didn’t have money for it. Jobless Heather offered to pay - which I almost let her buttttttt the prices were like 12-20 for a meal.
So on drive home mom has been going 60 mph. Ughhhh bothersome. Come to find out she did it to be “safe” because I wasn’t wearing a seatbelt. Even the doc said from that accident it wouldn’t have helped much. And sometimes it harms people. Besides that I’m 22 and don’t have to have it in the backseat. Ohhhh how it irritates me. They keep yelling and harassing about it.
I just wanna be home so I can go see my guy. I really need a Zack hug. My hip already killed last night. Now add this crummy day - much worse.